Calm

Calm seems like such an easy idea to those who do not grasp the concept of apraxic bodies.

Calm to them is moments with a book or a warm bath. Calm to me is so much more. Calm is a constant struggle. My mind craves peace and seeks respite from my senses.

Calm is taken for granted by too many people. My calm is something I have to work for. I have to ask my mind to take deep metaphorical breaths. I need to try to turn off my senses when they are on overdrive. Bible verses run through my system. I use God’s words to ground my overactive brain.

I want others to know how difficult this truly is. When you see me pacing know I really would rather be sitting. Calm can be assisted greatly by the world around me. I look for calm in those around me. How you present peace affects me more than you know. A calm person will always quiet my soul. I can feel your spirit in your breathing and in the most minute shifts in your thinking.

My body needs kind acceptance from the world. You can be my first step in calm. You can be my peace. What an amazing gift for a friend.